Failure is also a destiny

talking about SNMPTN, one hell of an issue that really popular today, I also have one.

well, everybody has.

so I was one of the high school student that signing in the SNMPTN way. I signed to one of the most prestigious university in indonesia. 3 of departement I was signing in was all my dream. I was hoping for the best, like I was giving all of my own. I prayed so I can get one of them. it will be soooo sweet. like I dont need to study hard because SNMPTN is a way to get to college without taking any test, just by the school score.

when the result was coming, I prayed in the very morning. I remembered my mom was not in my hometown for almost a week. so she called in the morning to cheered me up. she said 'whatever happens happen'.

I open the website, enter my registered number.

nothing.

I didn't get any. I stoned for a while and openned up one of my social media.

lots of my friends got in. I was so blue, like how come they get one & I didn't get any???

and then I thought. maybe I wasn't that good. so I try other way, SBMPTN. the hardest ways was study all over again, meanwhile my friends were having fun. i prepared for months until the test day. I kind of forget how it was, beacuse I was so frustated back then. pressured by everything surround me. but when the result came, turned out I was getting into the 2nd choice I pick.

this has been 4 years since then. I greatfully living this life. I'm happy. enjoying every moment, got so much experiences. and now I know that this is God's way to create my life. and I know any failure I had, is also a destiny. to coming back stronger after a big hurricane.